tadaa!!!

hehehe... my best friend forever..

miss her so much!!!

if i never knew you...

If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me

In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes so dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I thought a love would be so beautiful
Somehow we made the whole world bright
I thought a love would be so beautiful
We’d turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is singing
We were right

And If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you, you, you

i lost my money....

tadi......... bgn pagi... awal.... kne g kuliah.. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu..... sedihnye.. penat kne bngun awal.. stdy tak lgi.. knp??? huhuhuhuhuhu
pathetic day!!!!! sepit mata jatuh kat LUBANG TANDAS!!!!!!!!! ta pasal2 je... huhuh.kol abah,abah kata... kne guna duit raya... huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh... nak beli phn bru!!! ta dapt sebab kene beli sepit mata... abah kate tengah bulan tade duit.. huhuh.. bru lepas buat open house... huuhuhuhuh... my money is not everything but i want to by a new handphone!!!!!!
and about my stdy.. my muet is on 10.10....

any idea????

mkn,tido,mkn,tido je sekarang ni..

gile le.. hehe

nak msg org tu sibuk la plak.. huhuhu sedih :'(

adeh.. hari ni jumaat esok sabtu.

esok ade hari sukan sekolah kat sekolah firdaus nak pegi.. petang nanti pegi kl jmpe nnk.. tp...

ptg nanti.. die.........

hebat betul dugaan Allah ni.. huh.. sabar je la.

tapi nak wat mcm ne.. tak nak kecewa kan org lain kene lah bekorban untuk diri sendiri pula..

haih.. tabahkan lah hati ni yang tak berape nak kuat ni..

tapi tu la.. dah sayang tak boleh nak buat ape2 lah...

huhuhuh...

lg 2 hari sebelum masuk matriks.. blaja,blaja.

tumpuan kene penuh,nak buat yang terbaik..

memeng hebat betul dugaan Allah menguji hambaNya...

rezeki seseorang kite tak tahu tapi itu lah lumrah dunia...

kalau tak gembira,sedih sentiasa menyelubungi diri...

rm 400..

hari sabtu tu pegi shopping beli barang untuk mask matriks..

haha

bajet lebih dari 400 ringgit.. dasyat.. itu pun ade lg ta beli.. haha

haih 10 hrbln ni nak msk dah.. gementar, takut pun ade... huhuhu

hrp2 ta kecewekan harapan mak n abah lg..

cukuplah tgk abah kecewe skit wktu spm tu...

cukuplah air mte yg mengalir...

kadang ujian Allah mmg hebat.. tp Allah msih syang dan ingt hambaNya cume hambaNya saja yg lupe akanNya...

dugaan yang Allah bagi ialah dugaan yg boleh kite tanggung..cume mmg kene bnyk bersabar..

ye mmg diuji untuk menguji kesabaran..

waktu dpt result tu.. mmg iman dan kesabaran ku tergugat..

mmg sudah terlintas difikiran untuk putus asa sahaja.. tapi alhamdulillah

semangat dan dorongan dari mak ,abah dan kawan2 lain memberi pandgn lain supaya untuk brjaya dunia akhirat.. amin

huhuhu... :,(

haha.. emm semalam mmg la... haih...

tah la... biakan je la... mcm dah...

adeh....

nak je... tp tanak...

lupekan la.. tak baik wat mcm ni...

when i look at you..

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a song.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's are long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this love is easy.

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

(lagu ni ta semestinye untuk org bercinta je.. haha

just dgr untuk family and kawan2 jg... nanti nak msk matriks dah.. huhu

harap2 dapat tebus ape yang dah tertinggal kat sekolah dulu.. nak jg capai impian nak jd dr.

impian mak and abah... anak sulung mmg berat tanggungjawab..nak2 anak perempuan.. mmg ssh nak jg..

lgpun nak jd dr. bkn nye senang.. nak2 7 thn blaja bru hbs.. haih..nak blaja bkn seng..terpulang gak kat individu sendiri...lgpun kalo ade usaha insyaAllah pasti berjaya.. : D )

i love you...

wah.....

hee....

ta terkate bile ade org ckp jg perkataan tu..

hehe

tp nak ckp balik...

hahaha

mcm kene sumpah plak..

adeh..

:'(

love you too sayang...

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

adeh!!!

geRAM BETUL LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ta patut la sume nak wat mcm ni...

hilangkan diri bru tau...

nak je pinjam aladdin punye lamp tu...

ish!!!!!!!

haih...

ssh jg hdup ni kdg2... ssh jg nak cri org yg phm ape kite nak... so far alhamdulillah tade la teruk sngt.. kadang2 fikir jg tanak susahkan sesiape.. abah selalu pesan.. "hidup ta semestinye kene bergantung kat diri je.. kene jg perlukan bantuan org lain...".. tapi kalo terlalu bergntung jg,ssh haih.. dah bnyk nmpk kt depan mate perangai and ragam manusia.. kadng2 kite sendiri ta perasan yg kite ni sshkan org dan kadg2 jg kite sendiri ta perasan yg org da terlalu kawal diri kite.. sedgkan kite adalah kita bkn org lain tentukan hidup kita...